Selected Poems

Mirage

First published in The Friday Poem, August 2022

I just think it will happen, soon.
      Philip Larkin, ‘Going, Going’

I’m driving. The devil’s riding shotgun.
Well? He waves out the window. Was it worth it?
   Ahead, the A36 piles into Wiltshire
like a needle piercing through a quilt.
The countryside is a knotted rope of cars.
   I’m driving. It’s late October. ‘Mirage’
by Fleetwood Mac is playing and I’m
everywhere, in love with everything,
   and everything is orange, yellow, green
which is the colour of the trees. Yellow …
I wonder where Salisbury is and the city
   appears where the woods drop away
to the plain, which is mainly either fields
or farms or houses, which are really
   all the same. Some mess we made.
So, what’s changed? Every complaint
is premature and after the event, why complain?
    The landscape shimmers. The cathedral
rises in the distance like a needle
piercing through a quilt. This is it!
   This is worth it, this vision of a shining tower
framed by a funnel of trees which only
appears when you drive down the A36
   in late October at sixty miles an hour.
The devil grins. He’s laughing. Look again.
It’s a pylon. He’s doubling up. I do, too.
   The other spire hovers into view.